To be fair I wanted too much from you. I wanted you to be my hero, to save me from my demons, but only I can save me from myself. It’s time for me to fight my own battles. Move along my love, I don’t need your shield anymore. I need to learn to use my strength and fight back.
You know for me words will be only words. Not every one has a meaning. I speak with my actions. Let me show you how strong I can really be when I’m about to break. I didn’t change my ways for nothing. I did it so i can put behind the weak little girl I once were, but not anymore. It’s time for me to put myself on the battlefield and win this war inside of me.
I know you have battles of you own. It wasn’t my right to put more weight on your shoulders. And I’m also sorry for putting the blame on you when I fall back. I worked so hard on hiding my sadness that I didn’t notice you were drowning right in front of me.
Maybe one day we will meet again and we can look at this time of darkness and laugh, but for now our eyes are full of unwept tears and untold lies.