I feel like I shouldn’t love him. I feel like I’m making a fool of myself by having feelings for him. What if he doesn’t feel the same way as me? I wish we had become something more than friends, but not all dreams come true. And even if I low key dream of us. You make me feel like shit. You make me so confused. I really like your style, your weird jokes. We are pretty much alike, but there is something that makes me not give myself to you.