I feel like i’m lost in my own mind. I never should have let you hold me tight. You held my hand like you never wanted to let go. So why I have the feeling you are being too cold? I can lie to myself that i don’t think about you all the time. I can deny i don’t relive the memories of you and I. I’m weak. I felt in your trap and now I am vulnerable to your desires. Lately you sound distant. I wish i never let my guard down. I assume you may meant all of what you did, but you are not really proving me right. I fucking hate this cruel love game. I really need you to get me out of my own cage.